Transcendental Pain
Through the darkest night, you will know the Light come closer.
Our dance was just like a union of two souls in the cosmic oneness.
There were no you and I left. The time when our meeting has become a sacred communion with the universe, no past, no future, time has only present. My body, my mind, my soul has transformed into the merging within you.
It’s neither a mild approach nor gentle encounter. It has intensity that pushed us to go beyond our unknown part. When sex has become pure and honest, there is no need to pretend and manipulating. Sex is a merely celebration between our soul, as the source of creation. It was wild, intense and probing. It was natural and awakening.
There was no I anymore when I lose myself in you. I was aware of every touch you came into my body. The moment we were made for each other, two souls in complete dance with the universe.
I could feel your fingers digging deep into my skin. I could feel your body thrusting me with all the intensity. The pain flowed inside with my blood, swirling and taking me to the journey of myself; to the reality that I have not seen before.
I dance through my fear, my desperation and drifting to the darkest part of myself. The layers dropped and the journey has taken me to remove one by one of my images. Through the pain, I found myself surrendered. Through the pain I trusted you even more to take me into this realm. I felt liberated, my soul feels free. I gained back the femininity, my Yin quality shining. I feel to be as a real woman and I rebirth again.
For the pain was so intense and mingled with pleasure. I felt you inside me and me inside your Soul. I allowed you to go deeper in me, feel me and taste my Soul.
It was rough, unpretending. It was a meeting of two polarity energy; explode and untamed. It was a moment when sex has become the chamber of our Souls.
The merging of our souls is the sacred communion when there is no dualism anymore. I am man and woman. Masculine and feminine. Dark and Light. Angel and Devil.
I am the Universe.
The illusion of our separateness has dissolved.
Nice writing sis,
You wrote sexual experience and wrapping up into spiritual flavor
like it..
Hola Mic
Religions and many belief systems have made sex become something sinful and dirty. For me sex is very natural and divine moment when we become union with the universe.
Sex is sacred and becoming a meditative process when you do it with totality; the commitment of your body, mind, heart and soul. It is a spiritual moment when your soul is merging with your partner soul. It is a moment of creation
When sex only part of body needed; so it would be like just throwing out your energy and wasting out. No different with shit though…
You gain nothing but empty feeling.
“I dance through my fear, my desperation and drifting to the darkest part of myself. The layers dropped and the journey has taken me to remove one by one of my images. Through the pain, I found myself surrendered”
seem I familiar with this feelin..but not yet surrendered…I feel i should go deeper into my darkest side at the bottom
Yes, the experience of bottom part will be different for each of us. But once you go to the darkest part of yourself, then you will find nothing else only surrender….
Welcome to the new journey dear….